Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Hmmmm....today was marred with stupid things happening in the early part of the day...
Firstly........my bike key was snapped into two AGAIN..this is the third time it has happened and i'm beggining to suspect that my bike is not liking me....hahahaha
So many 'wonderful' things happened with me and Darlyna...and i scoffed that notion above and treated it as Darlyna's playing cruel yet funny games with me
hahahahaha....
The process of going to workshop take my other key to be duplicated then return it back to the workshop is one process i dun wanna do it again......heehhehee.....
After that...went over to BBDC....she's taking driving lessons....so waited by the circuit and watch ppl...go about taking their lessons.....kinda missed doing those things again...well..i think Class 4 is up on the wish list....together with the boating license...hehehehe....i'm a license collector!.....
She was rather pissed cos needed to go thru the system going for theory lessons...and such..but i think...there are some good in that compared to learning them by yourselves....correct bernard??
She's leaving for KL for 5 days.......till 2nd Jan....so...I'll be here in SG....now my turn to wait in SG as it was her who did the waiting while I went over to bangkok last july.....Hope....you like the travelling kit....very rare the kit..hard to find..i think its the only one in the world.....
Hmmmmmmmmm........I'm bored and have already started to miss her..already.....aahhh!...what to do.?
*~It's mind numbing to think of you....and to know that sometimes the only way out is thru~*.damn how true is this for me....right onot bernard
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 7:16 AM|
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Saturday, December 24, 2005
I've always wondered..especially....around this time of the year....of...my existence in this world..its nothing morbid or grimy or whatever...it's my way of putting myself in context of the world...that I am in. For nearly the last decade or even more, I've never really think that I've cause any impact or even creating mere ripples...for people to acknowledge my existence....
Today....something very magical happened to me....why magical? to have someone to go all out....making sure that today is made special for me...I find that magical or even surreal....I'd do anything to go through this day over again....anything.
I was extremely happy that I get to go to a spa (very classy one ah...)today,treated to lunch and given a very rad jacket to boot......I could never ask more...for my only wish this year was just to spent a day out with her.....yes.....you...who?...you lah....who else...
I was touched by her careful planning...her craftworks and that creativity in her that I've always admired and sometimes envious of hahaha.....
It may not be something very significant to others....but to me...all her efforts..painstakingly or not...and the dedication she puts in...I could see it all in the things that she does....and thats what I felt, held the most importance to me....very important...call me simple...but that's how I feel.
But what truly touched me the most...is when she gave me this scrapbook...(I say, it qualifies as a scrapbook....a very good one..indeed). In this scrapbook contains items that have been collected as far back as a year ago.....documenting our ups and downs that we had together...the time we went through together...braving every obstacles that is thrown at us....although its only been a year or so...I dare say that we've went through a lot of stuffs...loads of stuffs....trust me...from the most major accident I've had to date to broken ankles.....from late nights at Harbour Front and Esplanade to sleeping at Seletar Reservoir...Personally I've went through a lot of emotional roller coaster than I've ever had...and I'm taking every single bit of those positively....hahahha...
back to the scrapbook....IT'S A PHENOMENON....TODAY IS PHENOMENAL....did I get that spelt correctly???
Saying thank you...is not enough for all that stuffs my parallel made for me..especially today....it has been the bestest day yet!....
Thank you..(I think this is the jillionth times I said today)....my dear...its the best day...you're the best thing that have happened to me.....and I mean all those crappy graffitis I made for you.....he he he...
*~Everything she does is beautiful....Everything she does is right!~*
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 4:31 AM|
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Saturday, December 10, 2005
December...
My favourite month of the year..where most of the time..tis wet and grimy...
I like December becasue I was born in this month...on the 24th day to be precise....*hint *hint *HINT!
Other that that.....i practically like all months...hehehehee...well i'm into the first year of my 10 year plan i made last year....so far....okaylah...now that a couple of new inclusions to the plan....well...i can only plan only He can materialise it...
Been spending the days....helping dad with the marine tank...he never seems to be satisfied....with the placements of the stones.....
there are a couple of events that i need to take note off....hope i can do all those....
somehow....not looking forward for school..cos of the crappy time table.....crappy...
other that that i spend the day at home.....home home home
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 6:53 AM|
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Thursday, December 08, 2005
Woke up not feeling great...as I usually am....very down....
Don't really know what happened......can't put a finger to it....
Is it because I'm stubborn or was it because I did not listen....
Help me out will ya...bernard.....
I know I'm thick.....I'll try to improve.....
Have started making craft again......did not know that time flies so fast when you busy doing them....now thinking of starting to start on Falah's Blanket....
Bernard, you forgot to give me the blanket....I only have yellow,pink and purple felt...
*~~~You were a Priority....Was I an Option???~~~*
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 7:36 PM|
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